TIMELESS

Friday, December 31, 2004
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//``~bK...~``\\

//``~bK...~``\\

I'm back frm Malacca... with a tired and constipated body, a sprained leg, and a heavy heart (coz of incomplete hw). Haix... my poor leg... swollen le lahZ... I was crossing the road. M'sia road so difficult to cross!! A lot a lot of cars, and no traffic light some more! Suddenly I realized S'pore quite safe de. Can die on the road there manx! Well, next I stepped into a hole, then... u shld noe. I fell lor, with cars zooming in front of me, and I twisted my ankle!!! So pain... I limped all the way bk to S'pore. Suay. Luckily is on the last day fall down de, if not I'll miss all the shopping. Later mum bought some cooling cream apply for me and also bandaged for me lOrx. So ke lian. Actually this trip very boring lahx. Do nothing but shop and eat, then shop and eat again. zhen de shi mai dong xi chi dong xi, in Malaysia. I fat leeEex... hAix. But food in Malaysia really quite nice dExx... haha nv realli encountered lousy food. All the food are sizzling hot and tasty! YuMmmm... Even a RM 2 cup of corn also so hot and nice! S'pore sometimes not hot enough. Then the clothes there also damn fashion. I bought a blue T-shirt. Actually wanted to buy another sleeveless one. But dirty le, then they say no new one, so didn't buy lOr. Also bought a nice necklace. Mum made a pair of lao hua specs. First day got city tour, sianx de, so many places visit b4. P6 go Malacca b4 mahX. Next day went salon too! Cheap, but very lousy. The hairdresser there so damn rough loR!! A lot of my hair come out!! By the way, I went to do treatment. Deenise rebond lAhXx!! Sp lucky! She get to have nice hair. The hotel not bad lahx, but only 4 star so not very perfect. Me, Dee and Mum one room. Haix Dad shld go, so Mum wun be left out. Then she share a rm wif us Dee also bu hao yi si le. In the bus I listen to a lot a lot of music! My ears also numb le. Mostly listen to SHE. When listening to twins, I couldn't slp. Mayday (old one) too rock le. haha... So I listened to Encore. Nice lehX... actually I realized their he sheng jin bu hen duo... very nice loRx. Then hor, I wanted to watch Kung Fu oNE!!! Zhou Xing Ci lEhx, my idol, budden stupid M'sia say above 18 then can watch!! Y laidat!! I mean a bit bian tai is sure de maHx... xing ye's movies all very se de... then cannot watch lORx. hAix. At first aunt ad dun even want us to watch... So laidat de. Then she even say I ma fan, coz I want to eat pao mian... diaox... but the pao mian there not bad... the maggi curry flavour oNe... Bought some chocs and choco cookies also! Very nice!! Wanted to buy bag, but cannot. I NEVER EAT FRUITS THERE LEHX! Know how sensitive my body is... I not used to not eating fruits, especially my deary pears. There can watch TV also. We spend most of the time listening to news on the tsunami. So sad... A lot pple died. Mum said that God once promised us not to kill using water... But why... It's Asia's tragedy. Then I came home le loRx, on the third day, which is yesterday. So happy to be hOME!! The most thrilling part is watching ALL the TV shows I'd missed and had asked my dad to record!! Hao shuang aHhH!!!!

B4 trip Dee stayed my house. We slept at 3... haha coz we keep talking...She told me a lot. Her piano also very nice. We like to sing together. =)=)

PS: You shouldn't come, idiot. If I could, I would gorge both your eyes out.

PS(2): God save the people of Asia. Bless those brothers and sisters who have that left this world. I pray for them and their families. Lord, comfort those crying hearts.

PS(3): Christmas over. The year soon over. School's just round the corner. It's time I learn some attitude.

11:43 AM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Saturday, December 25, 2004
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//``~cHrIsT iS bOrN, rEjOiCe~``\\

//``~cHrIsT iS bOrN, rEjOiCe~``\\

Eve of christmas should be filled with joy and anticipation... But all I see in my mind is: HOMEWORK. To death with it.

First of all, went to SengKang to meet bakliang and xiaoying. Then they say they full, so they watched me eat burger king. I feel so much like a pig, munching away while they see me eat. Then they passed me books loRx. Then met Xiaoying's fren, Vanessa and her little bro. Made a new fren! Vanessa nx yr same class as mi wORx... =) my future classmate. Her bro quite cute also. Then this xy so bad deRrr... Keep saying I old. I only 14 ok... and very pretty... haha just kidding... but she made me sound so aunty, say wat the little boy is my son. One word: Childish. Two words: Wu liao. Three words: Shen jing bing. Four words: Shen jing bing ah. Five... hahaha shan't be lame... But this si xiaoying aRrRr... her mouth is so big and her saliver can fill 1000 buckets... haiXx... pei fu. She is the person who got scolded by bl elder bro stupid bcos she nv write her name and send her new no. to her frenz. haha quite funny... She dun lyk bl bro liaO... hahaha.

Then did a little shopping then said byebye to xy, van and her bro. After that I went bl house so she can finish her bk to lend me. @ her house we listen CD and chat for quite same time. Her house quite small... her room quite messy, but I lyk, coz I oso laidat... heehee...Bl mother also very nice... Bl lend me her yan wei die and Encore. haha... so nICe woRx... but I also got contribute neHX... I lend her my Mayday. =) I made her protect it with her life. =)

Then went hm watch TV. Mum cook curry! Nan de. At 8 also got christmas mass... A lot pple woRx...

PS: Happy Birthday to Christ Jesus! I love you so much. =)

PS(2): TO EVERYONE READING THIS! MAY YOU BE BLESSED BY THE GOOD LORD WITH HAPPINESS, PEACE AND GOOD HEALTH! I hereby wish you all a very, very, very HAPPY and MERRY CHRISTMAS!

1:44 PM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Wednesday, December 22, 2004
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//``~jiAo wO cHu ShEn~``\\

//``~jiAo wO cHu ShEn~``\\

Today met Ting at Serangoon stn... passed her some books then had a little chat wib her... also saw pris @ stn... but she nv see me. Then later sms then she noe. Ting told me abt her hell @ st john... really very cham wOrx... hMMmm... but hell is ok for her, now she has to read the two books! That's hell! Then Ting drop off @ Kovan. She met Pris later. PRis say de. haha... so qiao worx. Then I went to buy some veggie and sausages, go hm cook. I cut and wash the veggie, then cut some canned mushroom frm mi cupboard, then cut the sausages. Then took maggi mee frm cupboard. Boil water, pour sausages inside, pour mee inside, pour MSG inside, then pour veggie and mushroom inside. Stir stir stir then ok le! I'm such a talented cook... yuan lai xue nan ye bu guo ru ci mah. =p After that went to take some tang yuan frm simin there.

Later went confession at St francis Xavier church. The priest so weird de!! But I noe I shouldn't say that... haix... but nvm lahx, over le. I shouldn't sin too much also. yea. I must be guaiiii... Ate chump chump also... chao guo tiao. Not bad lahx. also ate satayy... I sure fat de lahx! My mum gimme everything eat!!

Now in the middle of the night le... nx day liao, so all that has happened should be ysd le... haix. how time flies. Just finished watching loving u, tits and soh... Confession lorx, make me miss my TV. But once again, I salute SCV for having so many repeats. =)

5:40 PM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Monday, December 20, 2004
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//``~fRiZz gO aWay~``\\

//``~fRiZz gO aWay~``\\

I trimmed my hair yesterday... a bit behind and the fringe loRx... I still look quite the same lahx... as pretty as before... hahaha nahx kidding kidding... But my hair very frizzy neHx... haix one year le mahx... of coz nehX... The lady say my hair very dry. Hmmm...

Sophia gave me a hair rubber band as a prize!! Yeah!! Coz I played well, and I finally can move from an Elmo to a hamburger! haha... I'm slowly climbing... and one day I'll reach the top! YeAh!! 加油~

7:35 AM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Saturday, December 18, 2004
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//``~WHY?!?!~``\\

//``~WHY?!?!~``\\

Aiya! Qi si wo le!!! Yun hai yu gong yuan just finished... So sad lahx!!! Why ShengNan die?!?! Why?!?! Why?!?! Tian ah!!! WHY?!?!?!?! I wanted, so much wanted, ShengNan to be with ShiYi ya... Why laidat dE... tho they were in a way together in the end, why did ShengNan have to die neHx!! HAix... Wen shi jian qing wei he hu? Zhi jiao ren sheng si xiang xu. Cry si wo le. Why are endings just so sad. Gimme happy ending bahx!! =(

Mayday, the bestest band in this entire universe. Their songs r ringing in my head now and I can't get them off.

I think hor, those two frenz Simin had bet her life to avoid really did saw her that day. If not, they won't pass that counter we were at. Hmmm... why didn't say hi? Izzit I say too loud?? Oh... too bad then. So fast. Time really flies. My hair's getting longer, more TV shows come and go, my hw is still left untouched, growing mould on my table, and Christmas is coming! Dear dear... How am I going to move on! How I wish to live the life I always want to live. Next time maybe... next time... HOw many more next times? I don't want to grow old and forget what I'm supposed to do in life. I want to be ShunFeng because she's so brave. I think it's time I get out of that shell I've always been hiding in.

MSN fren Karen say tian ya xia yi very nice. I'm waiting...

PS: I'm sick of starving myself. The fish I fried today is raw!!! Help!!! T_T

3:53 PM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Thursday, December 16, 2004
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//``~tRuE sPiRiT oF cHrIsTmAs~``\\

//``~tRuE sPiRiT oF cHrIsTmAs~``\\

Went to tm with bl to watch Polar Express today... Nice movie!! Very magical and touching... Feel as if I'm on a rollar coaster... haha... the songs inside also very nice!! AwWww... I'm Christmas all over. YupX, then we went to Tampines library (finally found it) to find all those stupid english books. I found the alexander one le!! YeaH!!!! Then I Robot I pass it over to bl. @ tp library so funny. We find until tired le, so we hide between the shelves listen to CD. Earlier on b4 the movie we go CD shop. There got offer, 2 CDs for $35. So we each bought one CD lor, bl bought SHE Encore while I bought Mayday. At the library we listen to both CDs on my discman. Haha... we both zhuan dao le lahx... can listen to each others' CD. Encore not bad lahx... Ella hao shuai... but Hebe hair not very nice. The songs r ok, got one song quite nice but I forget le. Mayday is on my table now. Also very nice, very rock and creative! After that we went Sengkang library. Feel as if we have visited the whole of Singapore's libraries. Then, happy happy! We found the holocaust book at Sk!! YeaH!! Today so happy~~~... Next time meet bl again to exchange library books... =)

1:47 AM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Friday, December 10, 2004
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//``~eMpTy~``\\

//``~eMpTy~``\\

My bed has arrived... My tummy still hurts lyk hell... I miss everybody I love... I hate life, I hate school, I hate homework, but I love Ron and TV. Yeah, just me here rotting my life and this world away... Just can't help posting something coz Im so freaking dead bored... Somebody just hack me with a knife so that I won't see those piling homework on the table. Yeo is teaching bio nx yr. Freak manx. I pray he dosen't bother me.

GrRrrRrr.... where's my lunch. i'm famished. Well this family obviously dosen't care abt me. I'm dying of hunger but that man didn't even ask or offer to help. Mummy I want your cook~~~ Damn, if my tummy hurts again i might do something stupid. Someone call the ambulance.

tell me, lie to me, I don't care. Just convince me i'm dead.

2:21 PM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Thursday, December 9, 2004
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//``~sTuPid DiNnEr~``\\

//``~sTuPid DiNnEr~``\\

Stupid christmas dinner at chijmes yesterday... waste my time... I told mum a thousand times i dun want to go lEx... haIxx.... It's so boring... But luckily I get to talk to Alicia a bit lAhx... Then watch all the ren yao performing on the stage... flat dao yao si, their thighs so muscular some more... Newayx, my tummy ache halfway lahx... so sad... So pain lOR... never enjoy myself because of the pain. i tot is gastric, coz the stupid so-called dinner got nothing to eat de. I tot got a lot, so share a plate of fish-n-chips with mum. I ate a fish and one fries onli... Then I nv even touch the finger food. Maybe I didn't haf the appetite... my tummy ache ache maHx...I almost wanted to take taxi and go hm myself...

I think Charmaine is prettier now with her straight hair. =) I hate my dad... I only ate a fish and one fries, yet he dun want to buy for me. Luckily er bo drive me to the coffee shop so I can buy myself. At the dinner I was suffering lyk hell with the pain, then he still say wat go hm not pain le coz I get to watch TV... I mean, do I look lyk I'm acting I'm in pain?

Now I know the cause of the pain.. I lao sai le... waHHhhHhh... I can't remember what dirty food I ate. Or was it chilli? Haiz... hao ku wOr.

Listening to Shine's song now. Very nice. Also saw a show they acted call 'wu ge xia gui de shao nian', talking abt a boy (tian you) slowly becoming a mummy. It's more funny than scary laHx... was laughing my head off manx...

PS: ah Ron hou leng zai ya... also very funny.

PS (2): Bed tml then come... but mum throw away my bed today... How I sleep?? T_T

7:51 AM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Tuesday, December 7, 2004
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//``~sLeEpInG tIgHt~``\\

//``~sLeEpInG tIgHt~``\\

YippeE!! Bought a new mattress!! No need to sleep on that wire already... wOOhOoo... Also bought a night table to be placed beside my bed. hAx... happy sia~

PS: TAUFIK won S'pore idol!!! I meant he's really gr8, be it personality or voice. He's humble, always asking his fans how's their schoolwork and such. Plus, he's good-looking and his voice rox the Earth! I like all the songs he sang on Wed. Superstition, I Dream and Me and Mrs Jones. But I can't be so unfair to Sly too... he did his best didn't he? I think he sang I Dream better than Taufik. Anna thinks so too. Love both the idols. They're both winners in my eyes. To me, whoever who puts in effort, tries his best, does his best, and accepts failure openly and bravely, is a winner. Congrats to Taufik and Sly!

PS (2): jiu wu zhi zhun da jie ju... nice ending manx... And chong shang yun xiao start liao le! Can see my ah Ron le... *dReaMx*

PS(3): Jo's great man. IP someone... New school new class, new frenz.. and all very on one. Sure have lotsa fun and excitement nx yr. She'll grow in her own unique way, maybe faster than anyone of us.

7:09 AM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆