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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
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//``yAwNxx...`\\

//``yAwNxx...`\\

So sleepy... Today was sleeping thru elec geog and SS... can't stand it le... during geog I realli realli cannot open my eyes le!! Fan bai yan over the geog tb... so tong ku. Then Eng c Raj dun care dun care then I slept thru her ppnt presentation oso... yAwnxxx... laidat how... all thru lessons keep sleeping... Die le lahx. no nid exam le lahx.

Performance today very damn sucky lahx. I dun realli care anyway. XinYi also say sunset very sucky. The weird tune plus our lack of coordination makes everything turn out even worse. Aiya, y instructor and Wong dun want to choose XinYi... until now i still wish she made it for choir then i can sing wif her.

PS: Happy bdae to dear Anna!!!! Hope she leads and gr8 bdae. My present very nice hoRx??? =P

2:23 PM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Sunday, March 27, 2005
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//``laCk oF sLp`\\

//``laCk oF sLp`\\

Yesterday was gd Friday. Praise the Lord for he has died for us.

Yesterday morning me Pei and Anna went to sing K box @ Cineleisure. No gd de, can only sing for 2 hrs. Sing until not shuang lOR. So cold somemore. But the fish n chips very niCe lahx. Anna stomachache. So poor thing.

After that went shopping ard Orchard. Bought a necklace for JoLynn. Anna made a personalized cap with the word 'Sly'. @ ard 4 I leave lOr, and go to church after that. I very naughty... Church haven even finish I leave le lOr, coz I scared I late fo Anna'a badae bbq mAhx. Then ard 7 something went to Anna's hse for bbq. There got 6 girls Anna, Pei, JoLynn, Sijia, YuanYin and Rachel, and 2 boys, Jordon and ChuanYue lIaox. I damn late lOr. But i not the latest one. TingTing sit wrong bus go all ard S'pore so she very late then come. i hor go there only eat. Haha. Got Satay, sausages, prawns, fishballs, Sotong, Otah, chicken wings... Food haven eat finish the fire die liaOxx, then started loitering aRd... going to the swimming pool and sit sit... tok tok... Then kena security guard scolD... suAy. After that we made a damn long time decided whether want to stay overnight or not lOrx. Mum lyk angry... Budden I still stay lOrx. In the end only Ting, Sijia, Rach, ChuanYue and me stay only. Play ard in Anna's rm until very very late. Then I and Rach first went to slp on Anna's bed. Sijia slept @ our feet. Ting slept on the floor. ChuanYue slept against the wall then after that he go living rm sleep. Anna didn't slp. So poor thing.

When I finally woke up, morning liAox... then we go watch shao nian te gong dui ard 8 something. Ting went to slp. She so funny. We all wake up then she sleep. Then we waited until she woke up lor, b4 leaving Anna's hse. While waiting for Ting to wake up and while watching TV, me Rac and Sijia played with Anna's doggie, CookiE~ So cute nehX, that dog. So playful also! Jump here jump there de, no wonder put in caGe. Budden she very cute lOrx, showering me with her saliver. She furry furry dE... lyk a ball of cotton wool.

After leaving Anna's hse, Rach and ChuanYue go hm 1st then me Ting and Anna went to eat Mac. By that time already afternoon lIAox... Ate big mac, then go home le. So tirEd... Went hm watch TV!!! hahahaha...

PS: I hate ulcers.

11:21 AM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Friday, March 25, 2005
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//``sIaNxxx`\\

//``sIaNxxx`\\

hAix... todaY sO... hAix hAix... 1st of all, after sch got eng ssp. Me and liqiao quickly finish go library play with Vanessa, PeiLing and HuiYin. So fun to play with thEm! I was guessing PeiLing's surname in chi, eng is Chee, then guess here guess there also wrong. I keep thinking it is 'ji' (Chicken). But end up is 'Xu'. haha.. s2pid me lahx. But now I noe Van's chi surname le... wHoOohOoo~~~ Anyway, so fun to be slacking during ssp.

After that went calligraphy. Waimun suggest going out to play. So me and Xien went out LOr. I wanted to grab something to eat end up dun haf. Then we went to find Anna Sijia. They want to go opp. eat. So ok lor. So me, XiEn, TingTing, Anna, SiJia and YiQi all go opp. eat. We qiao calligraphy mAnx... Then stupid Tay went opp. also!! Dumbass maNx. We had to hide frm her. TingTing called her chiobu. oH my god. I almost puked. She's more lyk a floating ghost, with that wind blowing her long hair... goshh.. After that still c that chaIrpErson!! zhen shi huo bu dan xing. But SiJia say she saw us lOrhx. Anyway, ZhenWen was also slacking. Then went bk to sch. Ard 4 something liAox... still playing ard in the classes. Anna didn't want to go lE. So me, XiEn and SiJia go lOrx... We so stupid lOr, go in that time Tay and the lao tou was there staring rite at the door. So she scold us loR. Fucky old hag. Say we late, nv greet her, even haf to write excuse letter and signed by Lim!!! Gosh, me and XiEn stared @ each other for 5 secs laidat. We where got excuse! We no detention lOrx... SiJia haf. We tot we can lie and say we all 3 got detention budden... gRrrrr... Anyway, heck care that old virgin. We're not going to do anything.

After that I played ard with my brush coz no more ink liAo. Then make until spiky spiky and XiEn say lyk boy spike hair. Then lao tou called me to him and said wat i'm doing to my brush and was lyk protecting that $2 brush lyk a baby. make nice nice for me say cnt laidat make. Dumb mAnx... But after he make nice nice I went to wash lE. diAox. heck care hIm.

zZzzzz... today such a freaking bad day. But I lyk. =)

11:25 AM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Wednesday, March 23, 2005
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//``tUeSdAy`\\

//``tUeSdAy`\\

I've finished 'Tuesdays With Morrie' already, thanks to Deenise. I cried. Yes, I cried. I'm not embarrassed to say that. Anyone who reads it will cry. I don't know why some people say it's not nice. To me, it's beautiful. I don't know if I really have the ability to write all that I'm feeling now into words, but I'll try.

There is much love in this book. Strong, unconditional, unembarrassed love. Yes, it is one book which teaches all the lessons of life. You learn and study through the book, and graduate at the end of it.

Coincidentally, today is Tuesday and I finished the book today. Now wonder I feel so close to every word that I'd read . No wonder I feel so touched, enlightened and inspired after reading this book. It is amazing how such a thin, small book could carry life's greatest gifts and spread them to the rest of the world.

I don't know what how to continue. My brain feels so light now I can't think properly. Anyway, I'm going to learn how to detach myself as what the book suggests. I'm going to know what I'm feeling and going through, understand it, and accept it as it is.

PS: Happy yet sad.

9:16 AM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Wednesday, March 16, 2005
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//``i HaTe sCh`\\

//``i HaTe sCh`\\

Today need to go bk to sch for Bio prac and Chem thingy. I almost died pulling myself to sch... I sacrificed K box!!! =(=(=( How sad I was. Cannot play with peilin and anna... Lack of time seems so cruel it's a joke. Prac was a waste of time and effort. Couldn't see any results didn't learn anything. Budden had to admit SuNing is super saliver-woman... She can spit and spit amylase never-ending... Nothing much to say and dun feel lyk saying anything too... Kinda feeling crappy now.

Cooked my dinner today. The luncheon meat was ok.The veggie I forgot to fry onion. Stupid me. Then opened a can of braised nuts. Not bad... But still hungry. Mi qing jia zu so scary NEhx... xia si wo le. Budden guo jin an so shuai shld be worth the scare baHx? ;)

4:17 PM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Tuesday, March 15, 2005
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//``~HCL oRaL~``\\

//``~HCL oRaL~``\\

Today my hcl oral... so scary... Was kinda nervous before and during the oral... Especially reading part... I keep running out of breath!! So jin zhang... Then halfway thru the conv. then I started to realli realli think for the right words to say and not keep shivering... Then over liao lOR. The passage was abt importance of chinese... Conv. xu lao shi asked me abt the ci shan thingy if using prizes to attract pple to phone is a gd thing. Then nx was the model thingy of whether i want to become a model or something... I tok a lot of crap and keep dunno wat to say dunno wat to say... somehow xu lao shi wasn't as friendly as last yr lEhxx... last yr she keep smiling @ mi. Today she didn't smile much. Anyway, it's over. Then I waited for YiTing so we go choir together...

Choir was ok lAhxx... sing and sing and sing lOrrr.... they move the chairs away and my legs almost broke @ the end of 3 hrs... So tired... But Mrs Wong said we got improve... Then hor, when sops not singing that time I hold hands and tok to Zeng Ying and then got said by Instructor coz its time to sing and we still toking. Instructor said we playing set set set aR? He very bad laHXxx... budden I was laughing.

Today so tired... Rach say I got 24/30 for Chem test 2. Dunno whether she got count correctly or not. Then stupid Yeo tml still gif ssp Bio... Then Won want us to stay bk after dat to go thru chem test 1 last ques! Y are tchers so cruel!!!! =(

9:32 AM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆

Saturday, March 12, 2005
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//``~i Am So SiCk AnD sAd~``\\

//``~i Am So SiCk AnD sAd~``\\

I am going to die young... bOOohOooo... I am so sickly now... and I used to be as fit as a fiddle... Maybe this is one of the disadvantages of quitting bBall laHX... Not that I regret lahx... jUz thiNk that now i really lack exercise. So no exercise, no sleep, unbalanced diets, overwhelming stress, insufficient time for relaxation... Leads to illness. I'm so sick... I in pain!!! =(=(=( What is happening to mE?!?!

But so glad I finally endured this week of no-TV-all-study thingy. Got tests mahx. Then I really, literally, practically NEVER watch TV!! haha... excluding the little TV I stole to watch in the morning @ 615... hehe... But those big shows @ nite I nv watch leh!! I so proud of myself!!! Gimme a certificate for this!! I DEMAND!!!

Hols are finally here. But hols = no hols. So much hw and still haf to go bk for ssp and cca. Wat the... hell manx.

Until now I still haven't seen the real 'light' of elec geog. It's so uninteresting and full of crap I oso dunno wat I'm learning. When they all asked me wat i learn for elec geog, i say learn to plough land and grow rice. Then xiaoying say, this means that when you grow up and become jobless, you can be a farmer. And I found that so damn funny.

And guessed what, I failed damn bad for elec geog. Only test I failed. haix... Told ya I can't get anything out of elec geog.

Here's the list of my tests marks.
English1 - 29/50

HCL1 - 70 something... (i forgot! =P)/100, HCL - 84/100

E Maths1 - 11/17, E Maths2 - 15/16

A Maths1 - 14/15, A maths2 - 10/15

Bio1 - 25 1/2 /35

Chem1 - 20/25

Physics1 - 16 1/2 / 25

SS - 19/25

Elec geog - 7/25

PS: I miss my mum... =(

PS(2): I don't want to drift away frm you... =(

11:33 AM;
☆ I want to keep a star in my pocket ☆